Sick and Pissed

Hi Internet,
  Today I am going to keep it short. I have been having this problem that where my throat swells up. well it just started swelling again tonight. i am going to go to the Doctor for it soon just its very stressful to get sick all the time. and i have a Migraine. and just want to cry.

Another Big thing going on in my life right know is My Mother. she is being a big bitch about my piercings. I mean really i am 30 years old and don't live with them. i just don't get. and now she is being rude about my throat. So what ever nothing i can do about. she is going to think what she wants. I am sick of being left out of stuff. she always talks about an awesome ride on the bike or something and we don't have a bike so its like they don't want to include us.  she also thinks i am keeping my cubs from her not the case at all. i just want to cry. 

I have to go for today my head hurts to bad. 


Happy Hump Day
Mama Bear 

Random Ramble For my English class

Hi And Good Afternoon,

  One of the things I have been taught in my English class is to free write. which is just to keep writing for 10 min with out stopping. It is supposed to help come up with a topic to write about. So I decided to do my free writing in my Blog to Kill two birds with one stone. LOL.


Here It is 10 Minuets of rambling on. The topic i am looking for is to right about some thing descriptive.



    I really Want a wont Hamburger with some awesome french fry's. Since i got my tongue pierced i have not been able to eat. some soup and applesauce. but i could really go for some food real food. And I am so hungry. My tongue is not swollen any more but it still hurts to eat and sometime to talk you really do have get used to having something in your mouth all the time. i am drinking a Coke for the first time since i did. its really good. seems to be a bit surgery but that is always how i feel about soda in the summer. i would rather have Koolaid or tea. So A descriptive paragraph. what should i write? what should i write. It need to have So Meny details that i wonder if doing it on the way something looks or trying to explain how something look to a blind person might work. Like a house or how would explain how a coke or hamburger tastes to some one with out taste buds?? i think the hamburger would be easy. but the coke that would be hard. i have to use sensory details for my paper. what you hear, see, taste, how it feels. ah sometime i don't understand my baby, she napped yesterday no problem and now today she wont nap.. i need to keep writing so i guess she can wait i have 2 minutes left. So what is it going to be?? maybe i should email my teacher and ask if i could do the hamburger. that might be a good idea. than i would have a better idea of what i need to write and how to go about writing it. i just hope it Don't have to be on something. oh what to write about?? Ah, I give up.. 



 So Funny Thing i wrote this last week. and forgot to post it. Lol. Then got busy and just know looked at it.

So Any ways Have a awesome day

Mama Bear 

Monday Blues!!

 HI Internet,

     What A busy week I have had. last week I got really sick, So I did not have my day care Cubs. On Saturday Papa Bear and I took Cub 1 And cub 2 To meet their dad at the airport so they could go to CA. They have only been gone 2 days and i miss them so much.
   
     My Classes seem to be getting more crazy. I cant Believe how much work there is to do. oh well it will be worth it some day.

 On Saturday, I got my Tongue Pierced not once but twice.

 so now I have 2 huge Barbells in my mouth. which is driving me crazy. Its day 3 and my tongue is still swollen and I still cant eat but I only have 7 more days and i can change the barbells to smaller one's. which are so cute. And I want to change my lip to a black ring. I have a friend that was just telling me how she wants to get snake bites.. Which is what I want So in a few weeks we are going to get that done. But a lip piercing hurts so much less then my tongue. 

   Well Today i found out that this will be my last week watching the day care cubs. kind of sad but not that sad. turned into more work then I wanted. Anyways, And i Need to consecrate on my school work. so anyways that's about it for me. have a good night.



 Till Next Time,
   Mama Bear 

 

BusyNess but oh so fun

Hi internet,
So we had such a busy weekend/ Monday. It all started Saturday with the town days. We had some friends doing a both. So we went to have lunch see them and buy some kettle corn and cotton candy. I did not realise we would spend the day hanging out. And then after we all went back to her house for a BBQ. That was real fun. Now here is where the really fun day starts. SUNDAY, Papa bear and I took Cub # 2 to Comic con. On man that was so much fun every one was dress as there favorite character. From every thing movies, sifi, cartoons, games. And so much more. We got so amazing stuff. But the people watching was by far the best.. Now we get to Monday. Oh my we took all 5 cubs to the zoo for the day. We walk around and took our time doing it. Saw every thing. Then went and got some icecream. I think the cubs had a blast.

Now today my loving Papa Bear is going to the grocery store. So I have one less thing to do today.  since today seems to be again very crazy.. Having my 3 cubs and my friend 2 cubs. Plus 3 very demanding classes. I am vwru thankfull to have my Papa bear to help and support me. Important really whatever I want and need to do.
well that's all for today. I must get back to my homework.

Mama Bear